To you


I thought you were the perfect person for me. You had flaws with your family and your own demons but I knew that was just the way that you were.   I thought that you would have accepted me for who I was like I accepted you. I know I was closed off but I would have probably done anything for you.

I thought last week gave us hope that something was still there. Yet you take her calls whenever you get the chance and that is so hurtful to me. Of all places you have to find her on a dating site like who even is this girl and why do you have to find her on a dating site when there is a perfectly fine girl right in front of you.  Its ridiculous I believe in our dreams and us we have the same goals and the ideas.  This is insane.

I even thought for a split second that you are the one. I can see forever with you and I have no idea how I know I just do. I knew we liked each other the minute we saw each other. Yeah we might not have really liked each other at first but you can tell there was something there.  I have never felt like this before where I can’t sleep because you are talking to another girl and actually like her.  Do you love her more than you can ever love me.  I just want to know I almost have to know

I miss you. I miss your goofy annoying smile and your really lame jokes that are just not funny.  but yet they are things that I want to hear after a really rough day at work they somehow make my day a little bit better.  I miss us and how we used to be.  I feel that I can tell you all of my problems and you’ll just understand me. You are the first people I think ever that I can see a future with a real future as long as we’re together I could really care less what else happens.

I Love you because with every thing that has happened I’m still willing and waiting to give us a shot and no matter what happens I never want to let you go this just shows how much I’ve never felt this way about anyone ever


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